Today was the most painful day for me , I went to the hospital cause I was having pain and was bleeding An now to know that I lost my first child is really sad and overwhelming , I don't wish this upon my own enemy 😪 i feel lost but only god knows why he does the things he do , I guess there's going to be a better future for me I guess but I'm just going to leave everything in his hands 🙏🏻❤️ goodnight to everyone 😴