Another "Oops" Baby Announcement

I could scream from all the frustration and sadness I feel. I officially know four babies being born in October alone and this one has been announced as an accidental pregnancy on top of everything else. I know seven people this year that are having babies, three by accident and here we are, trying for the 21st month in a row to have our very first pregnancy... I'm exhausted from pretending I am happy for other people when all I can feel is deep sadness and longing. I'm so broken by this whole process....