Having a shit day!

Sorry guys just need to let it all out. Today has been such a shit day. I have been super stressed lately but today was just extra rough for some reason and it's only 10:11am! 😱😱

My 8 year old and I are just constantly butting heads at the moment. He doesn't listen, anything I say I swear I have to repeat myself 20 times over. He's not behaving. He's playing up, being a smart ass, back chatting etc, winding up his siblings, has the worst attitude at the moment, basically he's just pushing me to the limits. So I've been dealing with that all morning. On top of that I have a sick two year old going through terrible twos!!😲😤

This morning I had to take them all to the barber shop to get my boys a hair cut. 40 mins we were waiting and my two year old started absolutely loosing it. I ended up having to leave- with no hair cuts. She kept screaming and loosing it all the way home. On the way home I found myself bursting into tears which is something I don't do!! I'm just feeling really overwhelmed at the moment. I have 3 kids and I'm due to have my 4th in just a week! I'm feeling like I really don't know how I'm going to cope when baby's here. I mean heck I feel like I'm barely coping now. My husband works long hours 6 sometimes 7 days a week so I feel like I'm doing it by myself alot of the time.

Anyway.... just needed to vent a little!