in denial.

I was diagnosed with GD a week and a half ago. I had a real pity party for one day then got back on track the next. I made a "journal" to track carbs and blood sugar levels and they were 96-111 for fasting and always within range after meals. My doctor still insisted on putting me on 5mg of glybride which made my blood sugar dip to 65 the other morning. So now she wants me to take 1/2 pill but I'm so scared for my sugar to dip again. It was really scary. Part of me is still in denial that I have GD, I don't think my numbers are that bad.