Anyone else want to ignore me?

So, i was feeling really bad today and i never really have people to talk to, so after people ignored my messages about me feeling not so good in our group chat i thought, hey i can tell them te full truth maybe that will pull some attention(i just wanted someone to talk to) so i actually told my best friend i let myself fall from a chair because there is no stairs in my house, and well yeah, she ignored me :) ps. It may be weird i wanted to fall of a stairs but i just have these uhmm 'urges'? #staypositive