give up :/

Hollie • Hollie 🦄💖 mum to an angel 👼🏽👼🏽 trying for our rainbow 🌈
Hi hope its ok to vent here.....
Im currently ttc after a miscarriage which happened last July. And I just cant get pregnant and every month it doesn't happen I feel so bad, so down and fed up. What am I doing wrong??? Why wont it happen?  My oh just never can be bothered and we dtd maybe twice during fertile week. I feel he's holding me back on this so much