need advice, friends and family etc

My parents know that I've been through a lot with school and friends since the age of 4. I've found it incredibly difficult to find a loyal friend or someone who actually wants to be my friend. I'm In a stable friendship group at the moment and I'm relatively happy apart from the fact that as soon as this has happened my family decides to move across the country. My mum is a psychologist and we've spoken about my friendship problems and she suspects that I'm depressed, her telling me this has lead to me doing online tests which all tell me the same outcome that my mum told me. She recently told me that she too has depression but has got treatment and prescription for it, I however have got no further than having the knowledge of having depression. We're moving in late July so my mum has told me she wants me to see someone once we've moved and not start here and have to end it quickly. Given that this decision was made a while ago I've been struggling having to hold it all in. My parents are somewhat aware of this so do their best to help, trying to get me out of bed for walks and trying to find me a hobbie or something. I see my friends occasionally outside of school but most of the time dread it because I feel I'd much rather be at home. I know my parents can't really do anything much else to help me and I'm uncomfortable letting them in on everything. But this constant shouting at me to get out of bed and getting me to do stuff gets me so emotional and whenever we get home after I'm unable to do anything but cry, I'm sure this is more to do with my anxiety as I hate going out and seeing people as my past has got me into thinking that everyone is against me. I don't  know what to do about this as I know they're trying to do their best and I can't tell them otherwise. 

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