I might be gay 🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ help

I'm 20 and never looked at a girl or thought about being with a girl . But now I be looking at girls boobies , ass and wondering how their p*ssy look and tease . But I always said I would never eat a girl out . I be having dreams about me and my boyfriend having 3some., me sucking on tities and eating her out . It turns me on . So am I gay or just exploring. I'm so lost 😩