Dear "best friend"

I just went through a break up and it seems like you don't give a fuck. To me if you were a true friend you be by my side helping me but all you had to say was I don't know how to give advice. That hurts TBH I don't care about advice I care about you being by my side while I cry about a boy. I really want to cry in your arms but your too busy with other friends. It hurts knowing your with other friends while I'm breaking down almost everyday and you don't know because I know you don't care I mean I should tell you how I feel but I don't. I just wish you care.