C-Section Scheduled :(

I am 31 weeks pregnant with Twins (Boy/Girl) today my doctor told me Baby A (Boy) was still breech. We schedule a C Section on Aug 18 at 38 weeks. I had Pre Term Labor with all my other kids never passed the 36 weeks. I am currently on the Mekena Shot. My doctor thinks I will go on labor anytime. 1cm dilated and cervix is soft. I really wanted to experience a normal birth with my twins. Doctor told me I was a good candidate for breech birth but she is not an expert therefore she wants to do a c Section. At least I know that I would see my babies no later than Aug 18. I am feeling so miserable. But I know that I need to hang in there for a little more.