Gonna have to leave him.

I am going to have to leave my husband. We have 2 dogs that are just fucking shits from hell. They tear up and destroy and break everything. I told my husband I would really like to just rehome them, because I am trying to work through my anger issues and I just can't with those dogs in the house. I get so mad at them and they make my anger issues fly off the charts. Well, I stead if helping me with my issues he will not let me rehome the dogs. So I am going to have to leave him and the dogs for my own health and for the dogs safety. I don't want to, but that's how it is going to have to be. I wish he would just help me and work with me because I am trying to fix my problems and he is making it so difficult.

*** And just so everyone knows, I am in freaking therapy! I am seeking professional help. I just started it. I have tried to retrain them, but can't when I am the only one trying to. He doesn't care how they act or what they do. When I am not around they don't get the training so it doesn't stick with them. He won't pay for dog training and I don't make enough to lay for it, I would love to take them to it, but I can't. I am not leaving because of dogs, I am leaving for my metal health and to make sure I do not harm the animals. I have sever anger issues and can't control myself past a certain point of anger. I can't try to better myself when I have no support to do so.