advice🤦🏼‍♀️😂

I post about this stuff a lot but tbh i feel like lost i don't know what to do🤷🏼‍♀️. My ex that said he would wait for me (we broke up because my mom made us) now has a new girlfriend. he blocked me off

of everything since then and it hurts so much worse. i thought he was the one which i probably shouldn't of because he's not but he got inside my head to make me think stuff like that. i should of known better. well he took my virginity and i really wish he didn't now. i am regretting it so bad now and i don't know what to do. i feel like he used me for that basically cause he would get upset if stuff didn't happen. i just don't know anymore .