Dear anonymous

I just read about the ex best friend. I cut the lines with her because she was toxic and no matter how much I would help her through things it wasn't enough. Two years ago I move to USA from Italy and that was the bomb that made everything worse. She started saying I'm a back stabber and I didn't care, I tried so many times to explain to her things. After I started working she would say that since we didn't text much our friendship was dying. And I was telling her how work and 6 hours difference do not help but I try my best to tell you that I'm here, even if I reply late. I would stay awake on my days off until 3am just to talk but it was never enough. She came to visit months ago and stayed here for a month and even with that she was mad all the time that I also would hang out with a guy(now my bf) once a week.

THE final thing was when I was explaining to her that I have a life here and I can't let it go bad because of her and that it's normal for us to not talk everyday. I mean I also have a friend who I've known for ten years and we never had a problem. We text each other whenever we can to know how we are doing.. she said the way I was talking (mind you, I'm a really straight person when something is bothering me) was like I was hiding something. This was what made me even angrier and I just stopped texting her.

I feel bad at the end but I am so glad that she's not in my life anymore because all the negativity was killing me, even when I was trying to do her right when she had problems with family, guys or whatever.