I woke up feeling pretty ok about myself today. So I put on my new shorts I bought for vacation, and felt really good about how they looked.

That is until I sat down... my thighs looked as though they were going to turn blue from loss of circulation!! I felt so incredibly disgusting that I ran back into my house and had to change. I still feel really down about it, to the point of tears.

I have a really weird relationship with food... and I tend to eat when I am bored. Which has made me gain 20lbs in the past two years....

My husband and I are going on vacation in September and I am dreading going because he has lost a ton of weight and I can't control myself enough to lose any weight (we've been trying to lose weight for over a month now).

I am at a loss as to what to do to help get myself under control. :/ someone please help