I Don't Feel Pregnant Just Sick

And I hate it! I'm 8 weeks and I am not enjoying being pregnant at all. I am constantly sick, even with the medicine. My stomach always feels tight and uncomfortable, like the actual organ not my "tummy". Always nauseous whether I eat or not and half the time I don't even want to. I am completely disgusted by all food. I have to force myself to eat. My breasts hurt SO much I could cry, the dog stepped in me earlier and I nearly lost it. I am so angry all the time. Usually at my fiancé and I don't mean to take it out on him but I feel like I'm going crazy and can't control my outbursts. I'm constantly tired and weak and hardly want to get out of bed or off the couch. I find it hard to think about the fact I'm having a baby and should be happy because I just feel so miserable. Anyone else? Does it get better? Worse? Stay the same? I'm really stressing out about it all and I feel guilty for being upset about being pregnant. And I feel horrible when I snap on my fiancé. Who thinks I mean I don't want the baby and that is not what I mean at all... I'm just not enjoying this at all so far. 😭