Dad, Im sorry
Dear dad,
I wish you would just accept me.
I may not be your daughter, but I am your child.
Yes I'm pansexual, and gay as hell too.
Its not a sin, curse, or abomination.
Its found in at least 20 animals scientifically.
Yeah, I messed up.
I yelled and argued, but it was the only way I could get you to hear me.
I felt like you never listened, never giving me a chance, always calling me a liar.
You always said that family is one of the most important things.
I tried and tried to forgive you for making fun of me.
What I believe in.
Who I secretly am.
I loved you, I hoped you would care enough to say: Let's spend time together. The two of us.
You never did.
I grew older, and our relationship grew weaker and farther apart.
I wanted to please you, make you proud, and happy.
But you compared me to my mom for my thinking.
You didn't want to deal with me, "If I made a big mistake."
You sit in your room most of the day. I get you have feelings. its hard with societies stereotypes.
Its views on masculinity and feelings.
But I worked so hard to please you, that I broke.
I forgot about me.
Yet you told me when I wanted to die, I was holding tears wanting to cry.
"It must be Satan, you have no reason too feel this way" you said.
I was broken, even more. All because of those words.
My sister was always "perfect".
You gave her more love, and me, more hate.
You said, " love your family, be nice yo them,"
Yet you hardly did what you said.
I just wanted time with you.
But you made me hate you.
No longer call you dad.
Because I don't need this behavior in my life.
I'm sorry for everything.
But I'm not sorry for my decisions.
I'm not sorry for being:
Agender
Pansexual
Grey-romantic
Atheist
Independent
Who I am
Proud
If I were to let you pull me down. I wouldn't be here.
I won't let you do it anymore...
I'm not sorry, that I made my decisions.
I'm sorry.... You couldn't accept them.
Signed,
Your eldest child
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