Found my boyfriends emails...

Accidentally just found my boyfriends sent emails- emails to women from Craigslist, pictures of his penis, asking if they want to meet up. Could not find the replies. They were from Feb, March, and April from this year. I'm in shock.. I'm in disbelief. Here I am outside his job, after cooking him his favorite food, after doing my makeup and putting on nice clothes... just saw them before I walked out the door to pick him up. Please, some womanly strength right now

UPDATE:

He was shook. He swears he never met up with anyone, it was fake ads anyway. He was just horny in the moment. Blah blah blah. I gave it to him. I let him know he was a piece of shit, and he knows it. Im going to try to get over it. Im going to get tested. I always swore I would never be this person. And yet... I'm not telling anyone because anyone in my life would try to jump him. I'm alone, and I feel like I lost my best friend. I miss you baby. Why.