after 4 years.

idk if I change every four years or if I get bored or if I'm just tired of trying but it seams to be that I am in a pattern when it comes to my relationships. I was in a relationship really young from the ages 14-17

then a new relationship from 17-22 (current) and I am feeling trapped. both of those relationships we moved in together fast because I was young and had family problems/insecurities of being alone and they made me feel wanted. my current bf loves me and doesn't want me to leave.

(I either stay with him or I'm homeless)

I am going to counseling and trying to fix myself because I think I'm the problem. but i am just unhappy with him. we don't do anything and it doesn't feel like it used to. I am trying so hard to love him like before but I just don't know how to fix it.

I know all couples have their bad/good days but he makes me cry because my feeling aren't being met and I'm scared it's going to be like this forever