Anxious At Night 😬

I'm having such a hard time at night. 38+2 and my husband works 2 hours away (lineman) so he stays in a hotel Monday-Friday. My oldest kid (9) is away with my mom until my due date so it's just me and my 5 YO here all week. During the day I'm fine, not really nervous. I feel ready! But at night I get soooo anxious thinking about how tired I am and I could go into labor any time and my husband is 2 hours away. It's just scary to be so uncomfortable and heavy and in pain and here by myself all night. I feel for single moms! I don't know how y'all do it! I could have him come home every night, but I also don't want him to have to be up at 4am every morning and home at 8pm every night driving in metroplex traffic. We're in central Texas and he works up in Denton area. Ok, thanks for listening to me complain. I'm just nervous. 😬