just tired

I'm so tired. I'm tired of feeling large and uncomfortable. I'm tired of having heart Burn. But mostly I'm tired of having people rudely make comments about my size. When does it ever seem fitting to tell a women she is larger. Or ask if she is sure she isn't carrying twins? Would you ask an overweight women those questions.... does it not seem offensive. I've struggled with my body image since high school. I was belimic. I've struggled with it over come it and relapsed. I went from 135 to 116 in a matter of a year and still thought I was fat. So now that I'm growing a human and gaining weight more so than I have ever done in my life people think it's okay to tell me how large I am. Why.... why is this okay in some people's minds to say these things. I've never been so depressed while being so happy in my life.