For any girl who regrets not talking to a crush

I just had sex with this guy that I used to have the BIGGEST crush on in middle school. We talked a lot and everyone that we were dating. I thought he was incredible. Then after like 6 years we get to fuck and it wasn't very good😂 I could barely feel him inside of me and he kept on slipping out. But he lasted like maybe 2 minutes. He was really good at fingering me though😅

EDIT: I should clarify that we hadn't really seen each other for six years and then he hit me up