frustrated

nothing like crying at 2am because DS won't consistently latch correctly (unless your at a lactation appointment, then he's perfect on first try), nipples are on fire from being improper latches and relatch attempts, and feeling like a failure. that and my STUPID cat chewed up one of my breast pump valves and I can only pump one side at a time now :( just pumped after in hopes that he will take a bottle and give my nipples a rest for one feeding. (but scared he won't take it and my breasts won't make enough before he wakes up again.