Losing Baby Hope

I gave my son up for adoption when I was young & felt I didn't deserve a second chance. However, I'm now almost 35 & my biological clock is ticking. I have a severe seizure disorder along with fibromyalgia which leaves me with little energy. I'll also be undergoing a treatment for Hep C which is very dangerous to get pregnant on. I have little money & would have to rely on state aid. How can I bring a child into the world when I have no money to offer, only unconditional love. Is anyone else struggling with losing hope of having a child? Prayers & positive thoughts are appreciated the this time. Thanks for looking & love to you all😘