Need some uplifting/advice.

So I'm at a really bad place in life right now. It's to a point to where I'm tempted to try to pray to the magic sky creature and hope that it hears me and helps me out. Pray to something I don't believe in? These christians really cast their anxieties to their god and feel better about them selves. I want to feel better.

I've also thought about turning to drugs to relieve some of my stress. I just can't bring myself to that either.

So what do you do to relieve some of this pain/stress/anxiety?