FET on 8/16/17

Sooooooo. Finally!!!! FET tomorrow! We only have 4 embryos for them to choose from but 4 is better than zero! We did PGS testing so I wonder what their grades are. And I wonder what sex they are. I've asked (not to influence them but out of curiosity) but they won't say. Which is kinda ridiculous given how much we paid (out of pocket) for those damn tests. I like being informed. But anyways! After years of negative after negative and test and test and procedure after procedure.... we're finally freakin' here! I now fully understand the phrase "coming out of my skin [with excitement]." Blood test next Friday but let's be honest, I'll totally be POAS before then. I follow Phil and Alex on YouTube and they just received their negative FET results so I really hope that that is not a sign of things to come for us. (Totally awesome vlog - highest recommendation). But anyways, if you haven't heard of PUPO (pregnant until proven otherwise), for the first time in my life, I'm going to be pregnant tomorrow!!

EEEEEKKKKK!

And that' my inner monologue at midnight before my transfer. Apparently very ADD but I can't help it! I'm too excited!

Update: we have 3 boys and a girl and they transferred the best boy! Now we wait!

And another update: it's 7dp6dt and every First Response test I've taken has been strongly negative. I can't even pretend to have line eyes. So I'm definitely experiencing a taste of depression and hopelessness. We'll get our final result Friday. I've discovered the secret to life during the TWW: The internet is not your friend. Too many miracle stories and comparisons to be made.

8/25/17 - blood test results: negative.