Want to get back to the old me ❤❤

Last year I was doing professional choreography at that point in time for 2 years-and I got injured really bad. after that being active was not a part of my life for a really long time up until recently and I'm trying to get back down to the weight that I was at and be happy again. My wife tells me that I'm beautiful of course, I don't think that I'm not but I would just really like to be back down to the size that I was at. almost none of my clothes fit, i get depressed a lot when I go shopping so I try to avoid it . I'm ready to start getting back to healthy. The 2nd is me now 🤤 I went from a size 12 to a size 17 😭 but I know I got this!