Why can't anything just go right?

So long story short. I left my husband and relocated myself and our kids. Well this motherfucker has been messaging me nonstop since Day 1( or whatever day it was because he didn't know where we were for a straight week). Well we're going through court and all for a child abuse case against him and I thought I had a protection order on me as well but turns out nah and the judge basically said he could speak to me whenever in the fuck he wanna. Without saying so many words. Well I've told him, before there can be an "us", he has to go to counseling and give me some damn space. Has he done that? Nope! He has been bugging me nonstop. Asking me the same things over and over again and I'm burnt out. I have unruly as hell children. They go to the doctor this week thankfully and my son starts school soon. But like omg. I said I wanted some damn space! Do I need to throw a dictionary at your head so you can look up what that means??

Then on top of all of this. We are staying with my aunt, uncle and cousin with their slew of animals. My only issue there is the animal fur everywhere. And my uncle sleeps during the day so we have to be gone. He is a truck driver. Understandable he needs to sleep but they're making me feel like we're a burden to them. It was their idea for us to move in. I can't stay at my parents next door because they are elderly and not well overall health wise. Looking for an affordable rental assistance apartment and job. Can't get childcare to go out and be able to job search because I don't have a job yet. I'm just so ticked off!!! Went to the doctor Monday and apparently the depression paper they want people to fill out, I did it wrong because she was wanting to put me in a psychiatric facility. I am not suicidal. I just want to feel normal again.

Sorry that's all over the place.!! Just needed to vent.