Breastfeeding aversion!!!!

ARRGGGHHHHHHHHH

I didn't even know this existed until yesterday.

DD is 1. I'm 9 weeks pregnant.

It started yesterday and good old google told me about breastfeeding aversion and it's exactly what I have and it's the absolute worst feeling in the world!!

Has anyone else experienced this?! Did it force you to wean?? It's unbearable. My hand is bruised because I've spent the night biting the back of my hand.

I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I hope it goes away