ivf egg number and fertilisation

Rebecca ā€¢ Angel babies up in heaven! Ectopic pregnancy 2014! IVF round 1 - May 2017
Okay I'll try and keep this short I document my full <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> story in detail on my instagram rebecca_rushby 
This is my first round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> I have pcos and conceived twins naturally in 2014 which ended due to ectopic pregnancy so I had my eggs collected on Wednesday I had 26 eggs collected (I over stimulated) on Thursday I received a call from my embryologist explaining only 6 eggs had fertilised. 
I feel empty I have lost 20 eggs they obvs can't guarantee the 6 I have remaining but I know I have to wait 3 months for implantation so that means any eggs that do make day 5/6 have to go in the freezer 
I'm really beating myself up have I done something wrong to make my eggs so crappy could I have done something better and how can I stop worrying about my remaining 6 im paranoid there not gonna thrive. 
Also the crash in hormones is making me crazy I did my last injection on Monday and I feel so emotional
Any kind words or supportive words are welcome šŸ’›
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My dear, it had nothing to do with you. am on my 2nd ivf, today was my ER. However my last circle, I had 20 eggs, only 11 fertilized and at the end of the day I ended up with just 2. I had to wait almost 2montha too for an FET as I overstimulated. It had nothing to do with you at all. Most times your first IVF circle ia often experienmential had the DR dont have viable data as to how you personally will respond to the stim drugs. After thia first one they always have better data to qork with. This time I was on less meds and came out with more eggs at 27. (Though initially Doc told me less meds may mean less eggs). Look at it this way at the end of the day we need just 1 or maybe 2 of the whole lot to get pregnant. I know that dissaponting feeling too, I was really mad the last time too when I ended up with 2 and had to wait weeks on end for an FET. The good thing is both eggs are AA so just pray whatever the outcome you have high grade eggs. It might alao help to know that the labs are picky about the eggs, they only want to keep the highest quality, so it does not mean the discarded ones are so not good, they juat believe the selected ones stand a better chance. Wiahing you all of Goda best with your circle dear. Please take lota of liquid and gatrode heloa too.

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Toni ā€¢ Aug 26, 2017
sure dear, anytime feel free to reach out. Above all God has got you. He was the one who kept me through my first round and still keeping me still. please dont stop eating, take lots of fluid especially gatorade and maybe.protein drinks. You may have less appetite when you over stim but please dont give in to not eating. Bless your heart dear.

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Rebecca ā€¢ Aug 25, 2017
Thank you my lovely makes me feel a little bitter knowing I'm not alone

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It's nothing that you did. I've heard that with PCOS it's not unusual to retrieve a large amount, but only have a smaller percentage that are mature/fertilized. Hang in there and good luck!

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Please don't feel bad. I have heard this can be quite normal. My husband and I tried for three years and found out we could only conceive through icsi. I have PCOS too. They retrieved 13 eggs from me but the next day only six fertilised and I know the feeling of devastation when you hear that number drop. Remember it only takes one to make your dreams come true! I had to wait too. But try to stay positive as much as you can. We had two embryos that made it to day 5 (1 day five, 1 day 6) They where frozen and we put them back in on the 17th. Today I found out I am pregnant. You haven't done anything wrong and all this will be worth it when you get your BFP! Feel free to message me anytime. xx

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Jessica ā€¢ Aug 30, 2017
I am so pleased for you!!!!! Good luck!!! šŸ˜€šŸ˜€šŸ˜€ xx

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Rebecca ā€¢ Aug 29, 2017
I got a phone call today from my embryologist and I have 4 grade A embryos in the freezer x

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My doctor added human growth hormone to my protocol ebdsuce of my diminished egg reserve I started with ten and dripped to 2 literally perfect 6AA eggs we just transferred one last week

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We are just in the consultation phase of IVF at the moment - I also have PCOS - and it's something that's been playing on my mind. Are our eggs more likely to be poor quality? Is there something we can do to improve them? Let's hope someone helps us!xx

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Alie ā€¢ Aug 26, 2017
I was taking pre natal vitamins 6 months before retrieval. For three of those months I was eating super healthy... all organic and almost no processed food. No caffeine. I cut out drinking while stimming. I had 43 eggs of which 29 were mature. I think with PCOS you have a ton of follicles but it's hard to get them all to mature in time. But for me it didn't seem like quality of the mature eggs was affected. 24 fertilized with ICSI, which is the standard percentage (about 80%). Did you do ICSI??

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Toni ā€¢ Aug 26, 2017
am not sure if that makes much difference though. Individual responses are just different. Dont worry you will be fine.

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Rebecca ā€¢ Aug 25, 2017
I'm unsure I know I didn't eat the healthiest while doing stims so that's why I'm putting the blame on myself I just gave in to cravings šŸ˜Ŗ