Any suggestions, 2mths postpartum

Shannon-Shera • Mommy to 4🎀6/9/10, 8/6/12, chemical2015 MC 9/24/2016🌈6/24/17💞unexpected baby#4 9/17/18❤️engaged to my HS Sweetheart😍 Baby dust to all!! From Mi ✈️ Florida😍

So I'm 9weeks almost 10 weeks postpartum..not breastfeeding..I was suppose to get my 2nd cycle that's if it's coming on time this month but instead it was weird I thought I was starting because I got crampy and tired as hell but instead this.. Day 1&2 light brown cm barely noticeable and only when I wiped day 3 nothing had sex then late that night a few drops of red but only when wiped so I figured af was starting but day 4 nothing until mid day which again was light brown cm only when I wiped and same thing day 5 then nothing at all day 6 and currently just tired😏 I wouldn't want a baby right away but I wouldn't be upset etc as I'll still have 9months. Of course we knew it was possible being just having Amora so no big deal but just wondering what others think. I won't be crying or upset etc if I turn up pregnant but just wondering Should I count it as a cycle? do you think maybe pregnant etc.. Thanks for any help. (And yes I know and heard the your body isn't ready..I'm not trying to get pregnant but if it happens im not going to be all depressed and such I'm in a great relationship of 10yrs and this baby was our 3rd but also our rainbow) just though I'd add that☺️ again any thoughts or answers I appreciate ☺️