What do i do?

I have had baby fever for a while now. I want a baby really bad, when I see a mother holding a child it brings tears to my eyes. My husband on the other hand does not want a baby. The thought of it makes him angry, Everytime I mention it he gets a disgusted look on his face. I want to submit to my husband and honor his decisions, but the want doesn't go away. what do I do?