how is everyone lately? can I get a status check?

Me? Well I'm pretty crappy. Well for one one- I'm drinking wine- so obviously not pregnant. Today I'm going through all of my 7 years toys. I'm separating all the baby toys and setting them aside.  I feel that soon it will be time to part with them. As well as the 7 yrs worth of boy clothes I'm saving. Salvation Army could ready use these. Families in Texas could REALLY use these. But I continue to hold on to them and the hope.... but barely the hope is barely there. Each month it fades a little more. On to my 12th cycle at age 43. My chances are bleak .... god please help me and all the deserving woman on this site. Easpecially my friend Nik- please bless he with a miracle right now.