scared

just found out I've got septicaemia. .. well early stages of septicaemia..blood poisoning in other words which can be fatal .... glad I found out on the early stages of it.. but also very scared at the same time ... as the nurse was explaining to me It can be very fatal.. and can have septic shock ... my organs can shut down if it gets any worse .. but thankfully I caught it in time and hopefully it goes and I can live my life happily with my husband and daughter... probs that's why I can't get pregnant.. so many emotions right now.. and if honest I'm shitting bricks ...