31 weeks

Last night I gave my son a bath because he decided he wanted to play with his poop. He's 1 years old.

So I picked him up and my back was hurting.

( I have bad pelvic pain and back pain )

So I had him standing while my mom started a bath and I picked him up and it was a sharp pain in my lower back again.

Which at this point is killing me. I was him off and I pick him up to wash his bum and the pain strikes up my back again.

So I wash him off and I lay him on the couch to put clothes on him and he's throwing a fit. Which is making me struggle and causing MORE PAIN.

I start crying from the pain and at this point I'm fed up. I pick him up after I get him dressed and I put him to bed an hour early.

I wake up this morning And I can't get out of bed.

I sleep on my sides and turning to either side is like I'm being stabbed everywhere.

I start crying and I need help from my husband.

I haven't been out of bed all day. It's now almost 5pm and I haven't moved from my room.

I feel useless 😔