Can i please just be a mom already 😭

1 year and 3 months in to TTC and i FINALLY missed a period. Iv been having several different symptoms & i am now 2 weeks & 3 days late, got all excited, thinking THIS IS IT! you've finally done it! you're going to be a mommy! WRONG! iv taken atleast 5 pregnancy test between day 2 of being late & today & every single one has been negative... 😢so its off to get a blood test done on thursday. UGGHH! anyone els? or just me..... keep your fingers crossed for me that the blood test comes back positive!