so i have been a christian all my life my family was never big on the idea of going to church and we where never properly commited. i have grown up in christian schools but for a long time i left god out of my life or maybe he was never really in it. i have now been going to church on and off for about 6months i love the church i go to its soo much fun and everyone is soo passionate about god. i listen to the speakers their and the youth who all speak about the experiences they have had with god and how they have felt his presence and how it's changed their lives and they have cried and laughed and felt his love. i want to feel that presence and love i want to know god like they do bit for some reason I dont feel like i can. i pray to God but i dont feel like my heart is in it and im not sure how to change that i really want to grow closer to God but i dont know how im just after some advice or if someone could pray for me i would really appreciate it thankyou 😊