Rant post

This is my second pregnancy... and I don't remember my first one being this bad. I am very grateful to be pregnant and to be having my second child, but I'm going to complain for just a minute.

My whole body hurts. It feels like I got hit by a bus. What is happening?! I can barely walk. I'm so over it at this point. I'm nauseous again. My whole body is itchy and swollen. I have 17 days left till my scheduled c section. But I really don't think I can make it that long. I am miserable.

And it sucks because I'm getting my tubes tied this time and I'm trying to enjoy these last few days because this is the last time i will ever be pregnant. But I can't. I'm beyond exhausted. I almost feel guilty for not being all happy and glowy, but I am physically and emotionally drained. Anyone else feel this way? 😭😩