still suffering from losing my 2 babies.

After losing both of my babies right behind each other is really had for me to deal with. I have my days but here recently my sister just had her 2nd baby which is a girl. I am happy for her but this go round I just can't go see her. My second baby would have been here around this tine time. I just feel so bad 😢😢😢😢. My mom keeps calling so to tell me to come see my niece but it makes me angry and I 😢😢😢😢. I miss my babies so much Don t get me wrong I already have a kid she's 16 now. And I love her so much that my love bug. I still miss my angel. I just feels so sad. But again I'm happy for my sister.