Please help.

I'm currently 6 weeks pregnant.

I'm having money issues and can't afford a child, I can barely keep food in my mouth. So of course, I'm looking into abortion. As I have a child, I want nothing but success for them so that's what I'll wait for.

I'm looking into this abortion without my boyfriend knowing I did it nor my parents. I want it a complete secret as if I had a miscarriage.

I don't have the money to pay for an in clinic abortion so I was looking online at the abortion pills online and wanted to get some reviews on it. It'll save me a whole lot of money. But I want someone's personal experience with it or just someone's support to help me decide.