So anxious to know!!!

So I have the results of my baby's gender just waiting for me to view online. I'm trying so hard not to peek at it!! My gender reveal party is Oct 7th and so far only my friend has seen the results. But it's right there, all I have to do is log in online and see it! I want to wait so I can find out at the same time as my bf and family but at the same time I want to know now 😫😫

I could just peek and not tell anyone and act like I'm surprised at the party 🤔