21.. 2 abortions..

So I got pregnant when I was 17 and I didn't know who the father was.. (was in a relationship but was forced to have sex with his friends).. I didn't tell anyone at first because I was scared and didn't know if I wanted to keep the baby or not.. so finally I told my boyfriend and he kinda forced me to have a abortion at 12 weeks so it was surgical abortion.. my second abortion was in June this year.. I knew who the father was but I decided to terminate the pregnancy at 9 weeks (medical abortion) because I'm not ready to be a mother and I'm currently struggling with anorexia so my body wouldn't have been able to make it to full term (9 months).. so that's me