Advice

we were together for 9 months & he broke up with me yesterday. he was my first everything. i can’t seem to let go. did i make a mistake by texting him this? i really want us to work out but i’m afraid that i’m getting my hopes up & that he’ll feel the same way in a week. i don’t know why he broke up with me. he just said that he needs time to figure things out (we both just started college in the same city, just different schools) i feel like this is gonna be the longest week ever 😅 do you guys have any thoughts on this?