Rant!😢 im scared of an OBGYN.

Here is the story:

Last week tuesday, i went for my 36 week check up. I asked the ob that was in charge that day, that my Bartholin Cyst came back and it was the same size as it was in april when i had it drained. I said it was not bothering me at all, but, if it was going to be a problem to give birth with it, then if they could drain it.

She decided just excited to see it pop like it was a show from the doc. Pimple popper.

I asked not to be cut, i was not uncomfortable and i felt it was not going to be a problem. I asked and said no, she still decided to do it, and when nothing came out, she kept cutting, 3times, i screamed and told her to f stop and finally she did.

But sent to to another doctor that sent me to surgery with spinal anesthesia. Then i was really scared and asked until the last moment if i could cancel that surgery. My OB came into the OR and canceled it, said none of all the things that happened that day were necessary and he would of never done that. He drained it only, not cutting it but just pinching it and like taking blood out.

I have an appt tomorrow and im so f scared to go and find the same OB, i will walk out of there if she is the only one there.