I can’t talk to my best friend

Amanda

My husband and I have been trying for about 6 months and 2 months ago I got a OPK so it’s been more intense. I love talking about trying but I feel like I can’t talk to my best friend of 10 years because, well, she’s been trying for 4 YEARS with her husband. 4 years ago I wasn’t even married yet. And over the years one by One most of our friends we went to high school with were getting pregnant or already have kids and it’s been crushing for her. 3 years ago I told her “I know you’ll get pregnant soon!” Then later I got engaged, and I told her “well you’ll hopefully get pregnant before I even get married”, but then I got married. It’s been over a year since we got married and I told her that we’re trying, I know it probably crushed her inside. And it’s going to be soooo hard if I end up getting pregnant before her. I pray almost every day that she can get pregnant. It really sucks thinking about when I get that BFP and if she’s not pregnant, having to give her the news is going to be heart wrenching. Can anybody else relate?