Ok may be a weird question

But I'm freaking out over everything since our miscarriage last year...

Today when I went to the bathroom and wiped first in back..there were some light gold tiny specks...sorry if tmi.

When I wiped in front it was clear discharge...

Is that ok?

My first ultrasound is Friday, today I'm 7 weeks. I just freak out over everything. When I throw up in the morning I'm actually thrilled because with my miscarriages I never threw up and with my healthy ones I did...