My first miscarrage

So after 10 years trying to get pregnant, we finally did. After 9 days bleeding (a little past 6 weeks pregnant) I found out there was no heartbeat. I am still doing weekly HCG to watch my levels.

I started this post with so much in mind to say but I'm at a loss of words. We will be getting a tattoo in memory of the baby.

The hardest part for me was I lost the baby while at work and my employer had no empathy for me, co-workers told me to suck it up.

Thankfully I have a very great partner. But OMG my heart hurts.

Sorry I guess I needed to vent.