my boyfriend don't want babies😢💔

hi ladies, I am a divorced women who had been previously married for 8yrs and could not have kids due to pcos and so I met my bf through a dating site 2yrs later and both had similar goals in a relationship wanting babies was one of them. I told him about my previous problems and understood. he already has 2 kids of his own with a previous ex. but both his kids are almost adults and when I 1st moved in with him he thought I was pregnant and I had already told him I wasn't but he still got his hopes up and continue to think I was so finally went to get a blood test and of course it was negative and right after we continue to be sexually active without any protection. then he started been distant and we hadn't had sex for like almost a month which I finally asked him what was going on and he said he wanted me to go the Dr. and get on the pill and that he didn't want kids and that if i thought he was going change his mind that I was wasting my time. he tells me he loves me with all his heart but that he is already 34yrs(I am 33) old and that we aren't getting any younger. I don't know what to do I love my bf but I desperately want babies.. It has always been my dream ... I always thought I would get married and have my lil family I looked forward to that since the moment I got married but unfortunately it hasn't happen and now I am losing hope idk what to do... I feel like it's just not meant for me. I feel like I have such a big empty space in my heart that I can't seem to fill no matter what I do...i feel so broken