Alone in the hospital...again

Hello ladies I don't usually get on here much but lately you guys have been really supportive and have helped me through something's that I'm going through (which has been greatly appreciated 😘). Anyway I have been having some medical issues that have caused me to visit the hospital more frequently than what I would like. The last two times(right now bung one of them) I have come alone and yes I'm a big girl and can do things for myself. However I am being a bit bothered because 1.) while I'm here he is home doing nothing. 2.) He will text me and ask "how are things going over there" or "let me know what the doc says". I just feel like if he wanted to know then he would be here with me ya kno? I'm sick so I know I can be a little overwhelming when I am. However this man has had several doctors appointments and surgeries and I have never missed one. I'm just here to vent that's all.

Since I'm here alone I figured I could take a selfie to feel better. Thanks for any advice or encouragement you have. 😘

Update: We talked and he said that he didn't mean to make me feel alone. He said we have been having so much going on that it hasn't crossed his mind to come. (This is true but I would never miss anything he has going on unless it's due to work but I'm not upset at all...I understand). He apologized and said that he will do better at being here.