I’ve had a rough few weeks and today my depression got the best of me. I have also been having rough days at work and guess that comes with being a social worker.

Today when I took a shower, I pulled out chunks of my hair. ( I have alopecia.) I knew that eventually I would have to get a wig, but looking at the top of my head and seeing that my hair is almost all gone up there, crushed me. I thought I could face my reality. But today, it’s hard. I can’t snap out of it. I just want to cry and lay in bed, but I can’t. I have a new baby that needs me and needs to see me happy. Things at home haven’t been that great either. My husband and I haven’t seen eye to eye and my sex drive is nonexistent. I just don’t know what to do.