I'm honestly getting really depressed because I have no friends whatsoever. I moved to a different state but the few friends that I had stopped talking to me long before I moved. I have always been a loyal friend and did nothing to hurt anyone. I'm really shy when I meet knew people I've always felt left out in a group (honestly when I start talking people act like they don't hear me or talk over me) but am fun and loud and caring when someone gets to know me. The problem is they never stick. I can get really close to someone and bond over things we both like and everything seems to be going great and then they gradually just slip away or ghost me. Plus I don't even know where I would start with making new friends here because I don't have a job and go nowhere because I am always watching my bf's toddler. I'm really starting to think people just don't like me. And I already hate myself enough 😒 I guess I'm just looking for encouragement. I'm not even sure at this point.